Life with a PURPOSE

"I See You" - Avatar 2009

2010-01-11T06:04:00.001+08:00

“I See You” (Theme from Avatar) by Leona Lewis in HD

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A MUST watch movie for 2009/2010 :D

How do I revive this dead blog?

2010-01-10T21:36:00.002+08:00

Hey yo pplz,

How have life been? Doing better? Trying to do what you have set for this year resolution?

Anyway, I hereby ask for help from you guys out there.

Do say 'Hi' to me by tagging at my tagboard so at least I know I'm posting with a purpose.

No matter what, we are where we are for God had planned for us.

Continue to keep faith in Him for what ever direction He's gonna lead us to.

Signing off,

Chaos

Ah Du- 差一点

2009-05-11T02:05:00.001+08:00

差一点.wma -

By2 - 我知道

2009-05-11T01:43:00.003+08:00

我知道 - By2

从来没想过不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛
一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂
一直忘了说我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中

其实这份爱没停过
曾经完整幸福的梦在脑海里头
我多希望你还在我左右
答应你我会好好过
不让这些眼泪白流

2009-04-21T10:05:00.003+08:00

Here's the video for the video clip that i mention in the previous post.
Feel the love within.
And below is the song, "wei he dui wo zhe mo hao"

Thank God for this wonderful Love.

Credit: tp-ym.blogspot.com

Sermon

2009-04-19T23:19:00.002+08:00

Today's sermon is great and meaningful.
So decided to blog about it=)

Sermon Topic: shang di dui wo men de ai - wo men dang ru he ai ta?
John 3:16-17
16"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. 17 Fod God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him.

Then we were shown this special video clips somehow related to this verse.
This clip is about:

Once there was a man…
Who had a son that he loved very much…
The man worked as a bridgemaster for the railroad…
His son loved to watch the trains…
And the people who travel on them…
People who were lonely…
Angry…
Selfish…
Hurting…
And addicted… (drugs)
A tragic mistake… the father raised the bridge when the train was heading towards the bridge at full speed with all the passengers.
When the little boy saw that, he ran to the nearest manual bridge level to try to lower back down the bridge so that the train can pass.
However, the son accidently fell into the hole and was trapped until the bridge.
Leading to a terrible choice…
Allow everyone on the train to die…
Or pull the lever and allow his son to be crushed by the bridge…
The father pulled the lever…
At the very moment, everything slowed down. Tears of sadness flows out of the father’s eyes.
His son is dead, but do the people in the train even know that this had happened?
The emo teenager mention earlier who was addicted to drug, dropped her drug as she saw the father crying in pain…
The Salvation of All…
Required the Sacrifice of One most dear…
The Sacrifice of One…
Bought Hope for the Future…
The father saw this little baby boy that was carried by the mother was survived from a life threatening situation. (this baby boy is from the train)
The mother and baby boy walked pass happily and smiled.
The Bridgemaster smiled as he see the hope for the future, the little baby boy.

This is how much God loved the world: He gave his Son, his one and only Son. And this is why: so that no one need be destroyed; by believing in him, anyone can have a whole lasting life.

The Bridgemaster is like God.
He sacrificed His one and only Son, Jesus Christ who died on the cross for our Sins.
To give us hope for the future.

What can you do to love God more? =D
Lord I thank you for this Love =)

After the whole sermon it was followed by this Song, "WEI HE DUI WO MEN ZHE MO HAO"
Here's the meaning of the lyrics:
walking passes crowds, travelling around everywhere, (zuo guo xi ran ren qun, ta bian hai jiao tian ya)
still unable to find any love that is same as the love Jesus gave to us, (zao bu dao yi fen ai xiang ye shu)
he comforts my heart, he hugs my soul, (ta fu wei wo xin, ta huai bao wo lin)
this unconditional love relationship, (ci bu tuo di, bu qiu hui bao de ai qing)

loved me so much that He came to earth, loved me even to die for me, (ai dao wei wo jiang sheng, ai dao wei wo shuo si)
loved me till understand all the weaknesses, (ai dao ti xiu wo yi qie ruan luo)
gentle He called, patiently he waited, (ta ruo sheng hu huan, ta nai xin shuo huo)
never ending, a love relationship that's no complaints and regrets, (yong bu ting xi, wu yuan wu hui de ai qing)

why is He so good to me? (ta wei he dui wo zhe mo hao?)
even through i'm bad, but he still listens to my prayers, (wo sui rang bu bao, ta que ting wo mei ge qi dao)
even in quiet morning, or sorrowful night, (huo zai ning jing qing chen, huo zai shang xin ye lin)
why is He so good to me? (ta wei he dui wo zhe mo hao?)
even through i'm unworthly, but he still loves me like a treasure, (wo sui rang bu pei, ta hai ai wo ru tong zhen bao)
this love is as high as the mountains, as deep as the sea, God why are you so good to me? (ci qing shan gao hai shen, zhu ni wei he dui wo zhe mo de hao?)

Any wrong meaning pardon me and correct me with the TAGBOARD =)

Thank you Lord

2009-04-18T00:52:00.005+08:00

Yesterday - 16 April 2009

Weee, played badminton with Sofia the pro XD lols
Good time of another work out after playing with my sec sch friends the day before.
Followed Sofia as she collect her GB photos from JCC (Jurong Christian Church)
Got to read on this article on addicting of Computer GAMEs=.=
It talked about even addicition may affect the social life of the addictior.
Yea, and I told myself, it really had affected me and suffering from brain damage. (I think I can't think)
And sometimes affect my temper and hurt people and even neglected people around me.
Really Sorry about it.
After that, we headed to Jurong point and walked around the shopping centre. (2nd time being in this new building)
We were looking for badminton shuttlecocks.
Went to most sport shop and found limited choices. Also went around to look for restringing for badminton racket.
So we decided to go Fair Price EXTRA and there were more choices and was least expected.
And we came across this brand called "NINJA" and it had shuttlecocks with black feathers.
So cool XD
But in the end didn't buy anything but instead "sunsilk" shampoo. lols

(from google)
I bought a SUNSILK straight and sleek shampoo
So I shall try it out and see is it worth it. I want straight hairs!!!
Thank you Lord for this day!!!
It had been 2 years since the first day i met SOFIA!! =)

17th April 2009

Another great day that God had blessed me with =)
Went out with Jabez early in the morning just to accompany him to pay his extra modules fees.
But turned out to be fruitful as we decieded to run too.
We did 3 rounds of fart(is it spelled like this?) legs.
We suppose to run 100m then 50m walk and repeatedly.
It is seriously tiring as your heartbeat is beating at extreme differences in speed.
After 3 rounds of that, we both almost fainted haha.
Sorry dude T_T
But I hope this is good as we are heading back for TRACK AND FIELD.
(Secret) cause i want get the NP jacket with track and field on it XD
That's the ever 1st reason I entered track and field =X
Secondly, i could train for my NAFA, so is killing two bird with one stone XD

After and tough run, I got another gift from GOd.
He gave me a new phone =) Actually wanted to get LG cookie, but the shop owner adviced us and we decided to buy LG secret XD (what a secretive hp box)

God really provided and gave me a smooth purchase with advice after week of prayer =)
PRAYER WORKS, pray for stuffs that glorify GOD!!!
Thank you my DAD for giving me and accompanying me to get the phone =)

After a wonderful day, God continue to shower His grace =)
I had Care Circle meeting with the qu zhang, zhu zhang and of course quan zhang.
Really thank God for this chance that I could really hear what's going on with their lifes.
And I believe it really help in opening the quan zhang to me =)
Jia you beloved quan zhang DANIEL and CLEMENT XD
Haha, daniel i will get to Bleach Manga soon!!!
and of course the others quan zhang too=)

With one another and God as our head, sure we can grow spiritually as one ministry.
Where love, care and concern can be found everywhere in this ministry ^^

THANK YOU LORD FOR THIS DAY!!!

Get well soon MUM!

Marina Barrage

2009-04-15T15:10:00.005+08:00

Head for Marina Barrage yesterday 14th April 2009 with my parents =)
Family outing XD haha, time was great =)
Thank God for the weather =)

Nothing can contain the sky God had created =)

Ship sailing in the sky of sea clouds, and there's the ship

See the differences between with different light intensity from my 3.2mp hp camera

Aura effect XD

Sky, sky, SKY!!!

12th of April 2009

Sofia and I went around and decided to go to Clementi Woods Park to see the Butterfly Garden that our class personally planted.

And that's our group proposal that was chosen by NParks =)

What is this girl doing there?

God answers prayer

2009-04-11T23:26:00.004+08:00

God answers prayer even when you don't notice it.
Like today, I had a great time during the Easter Day Outreach event.
When I was walking, i realised it had been a long time since my knee ache like madness.
Ever since Jabez and his parents prayed for my leg, I think God had heal it =)
Praise the Lord for His protection and healing =)

He also answered my other prayers.
Like opening up and giving me a chance to talk to my care circle members.
Today, I got to talk to them and know more about them.
Praise the Lord for His Provision and Grace XD

Can't thank Him enough.
Tomorrow is the day where Jesus is going to be resurrected!
Authority OVER death =)

Father died for Son
There was this story.

The son murdered someone and was summoned to the court and was given death sentence.
Sadly, the father was the judge and he couldn't have any injustice to occur.
However, upon the time he lost all his hope.
The police let go of him and asked him to go.
And he saw the police handcuffed his father and his father was sentenced to death for his son.

It's like Jesus who died for our SIN (death).
When we sin we are supposed to die.
But Jesus went through all the sufferings and pains and was crucified.
His blood cleansed our Sins so that we can live.
He chose to die for unworthly people like us.
However, He loved us so much that He is willing to die for us even He had never committed any SIN.
Let us keep in remembrance of God's Love =)

HAPPY EASTER DAY in 26 mins time ^^

Inspired By "Heroes"

2009-04-08T23:30:00.002+08:00

What if one day you have super powers to save the earth. Will you choose to save?

My Week
Haha, my week is busy and busy and busy. Hahas
Almost everyday went to church and tomorrow I'm going down again.
Btw, the bus concession had drop to $50 since 1st April 2009. Hahas
Really glad that I could save $2 which is alot. Can buy Nasi Lemak from OCK, bread from Sofia's house there and more XD

Today, I woke up late and went down to church to do the reflection notes for the church.
It's a total of 380 booklets and it took 7 of us to complete in less than 12 hours.
Give ourselves a pat on the shoulder as we did it. Hahas

Tomorrow there will be rehersal for skit for Easter Outreach event.
really hope I can express myself naturally XD

SOFIA!!! NO more WORK!!! HAHA
Thank You God for another wonderful day ^^

What's your passion?

2009-03-30T18:25:00.001+08:00

Nice Song

2009-03-30T18:23:00.000+08:00

Dui Bu Qi - Wang Zi

多久了没有你的消息
上一封简讯是星期几
又错过了与你的约定
对不起真的不是故意

有时候没办法陪着你
你总是对我说没关系
放不下我对你的任性
对不起不该让你伤心

有时候你会让让我
尽管我大男人发作
有时候你会装作不懂
默默地留一些空间给我
这些事情其实我一直都藏在心里

请你原谅我不懂逗你开心
请你原谅我不懂听你的心
回想这过去我学着让你更安心
别赌气别任性别放弃说声对不起

有时候你会让让我
尽管我大男人发作
有时候你会装作不懂
默默地留一些空间给我
这些事情其实我一直都藏在心里

请你原谅我不懂逗你开心
请你原谅我不懂听你的心
回想这过去我学着让你更安心
别赌气别任性别放弃

请你相信我我会更加珍惜
请你相信我我会呵护着你
小小的爱情却是我最大的幸运
疼爱的想念的都是你
请你相信一个这样的我

请原谅我对不起对不起

Lyric from www.baidu.com

Ooops

2009-03-22T23:59:00.007+08:00

Sorry dear readers, I think I didn't post after I come back from my soccer.
Erm, the soccer were great and I get to catch up with some old friends of mine.
Some enter army, some hair grow longer, curlier?
Hahas, it's great =)

While playing soccer, someone was pestering me.
it's.... MY RESULT!!! cause i didn't recieve any sms at all=.=
So yah, but there's a helpful soul helping me to check my results.
I going to leave the following spaces for this

THANK YOU GOD

My result isn't good nor bad. So but I know I don't deserve it.
But give glory to God for His faithfulness and provision. =)

Yesterday 22th Mar 2009, went with someone at somewhere at sometime.
Updating soon, when I get hold of the pictures XD
Cya, guys soon!!!

Regards,
Chao Yi
Thank you Lord for this day

It had been a long time...

2009-03-20T08:10:00.002+08:00

even since I last posted a post,
tagged on the tagboard.
Life for me have been mono colour.
Both spiritually and physically.
I thought I could grow spiritually and physically when I had more time as I'm not working.
(I think due to recession and lots of students having holiday, I'm OUT OF JOB T_T)
Instead, I stay at home and play games like an addict.
Even though I'm really bored playing already, but I just keep playing and playing.
Tasks to be done were being pushed aside.
I believe I had the time, just don't have the mood to do so.
In other word, LAZY!

Life seems better on the other hand.
I detached myself from misery and deceptions.
For every ending, it's a begining of another...
Sounded quite logical for me.

In a few MINUTES time, my YEAR 2 SEM 2 results will be release.
All the best for those who will also be recieving their results =)

to be continued... (out for soccer, finally I managed to wake up)

1st post of 2009

2009-01-04T22:45:00.004+08:00

First of all I wanna thank God for taking care for me and guide me through 2008.
Though there are setbacks, but He never fails to surprise me with SURPRISE that i couldn't imagine =)

Secondly, I wanna thank my parents for taking care of me through these years =)

Thirdly, I wanna thank a special one who accompany through my 2008 last second and 2009 first second =)

Something to share: God spoke
Should i put it as spooky or God's WORK!
Today I was asking myself, should i forget the committed sin?
Out of no where, my question was answered during prayer meeting.
Philippians 3:13-14
13Brothers, i do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, 14 press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God ahs called me havenward in Christ Jesus.
Haha,
then followed by this card from MING (fellowship min?)
" this is waht the Lord says, He who made the earth, the Lord who formed it and establish it the Lord is His name: 'call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know.' Jer 33:2-3

Haha, isn't it surprising to see everything linked together?
So, do come for prayer meeting @9.30 (clubhouse), you might gain something God had planned for you =)

Thank you for everything=)
You touched me=)

Quick Upates

2008-11-29T22:18:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to support my classmates I&E movie screen.
Movie screened are:

HairSpray

Followed by,
50 First Date

After watching the first show, in love, size or weight isn't a factor.
It's much more music than High School Musical.

Haha, Troy can also be found in this show, as Link.

HAHA!

Followed up by 50 first dates.

This movie is really motivating.

It motivate me to love you more and love you my best everyday.

" How I wish I could have Goldfield syndrome the very day I love you most, so that I can love you the best I could everyday =)"

"Did we gotten Goldfield syndrome when we forgot how God love us everyday, when show how much He love us everyday like how the guy did."

Goldfield syndrome: a syndrome where the patient only can remember the memories before the accident and memory after that will be erase every night after sleep.

That's ALL!!! XD

Zhong yu liao jie

2008-11-02T00:11:00.004+08:00

Zhong Yu Liao Jie -

This song speaked my heart on the day everything was happening.

Sermon on 19 Oct 2008

2008-10-20T07:47:00.002+08:00

This week youth service speaker is JASPER Ong!
Hmmm, and he said a seriously encouraging story to encourage those people who are having their exam.

Okay, the story goes like this:
One mother wanted her little boy to be stir up the fire in the boy learning piano.
So she decided to bring him to a concert by a famous pianoist boroski(i dunno how to spell).

Finally, the night is going to be the concert.
The little boy followed the mother and entered the concert hall which is his first time.
When they reached the concert hall, the mother saw one of her classmate which she hadn't meet for a long time.
So she went forward and started chatting with the classmate.
The little boy being caurious, left his seat and went all the way to the stage and the backstage.
When he walked up the stairs, he saw a most beautiful paino he ever seen and he went and started playing.

The mother suddenly realise that her little boy was lost.
So looked high and low.
Suddenly, the curtain opened.
The mother saw her little boy sitting in the piano chair and he was playing twinkle twinkle little star.
In no time, the famous painoist is out and he walked forward the little boy and said to him, "boy, you may continue", and he smiled.
Then he placed his left and right hand beside the boy's hand and he started playing.
The audience was amazed by the music, it's like the most beautiful music they could ever heard.
The music was fill with boroski musicical talent and the innocent of the little boy.
Ever though it's just twinkle twinkle little stars, it amazed the audience.

Moral: Boroski is like God and the little boy is like us.
We play play twinke twinke little stars like we are having our exams.
But God will use His almighty hands and do the exam with you.
Why should we be afraid when we know God's there to be with us.
When we do our part, God will do the rest.
All the best to those who are having 'O' level.

Haha, encouraging neh? Even though i'm not having exam, I was seriously inspired.
The story is roughly like that, hope it's right.
Haha, readers! Have a nice day!

Shopping Spree

2008-10-14T23:35:00.003+08:00

I had been shopping spree after getting my pay.
Of cause with my dear dear, sofia =)
Haha, it had been a long time I'm been shopping to get stuffs.
And I also can't believe it I can shop.

One of the things I get using my pay =)

Dear dear with my new bag =)

Guess what happened when I go hunting for this bag.
Okay lah, I disappointed sofia when she ask me to try and I refuse to try.
And further more, I didn't even check the bag even before buying.
Haha, from these small things I learned to be more knowledgeable even it's logic T_T
But I know she doing this for my own good.
Thank Q Sofia dear =)

Extracted From ODJ

2008-10-13T23:09:00.002+08:00

ODJ (Our Daily Journey with God)

I must admit that I've not been doing QT for quite a LONG time.
Seriously, christian out there, I really need help to discipline to do QT regularly.

When you do QT, you find God speaking to you.
Like,
Saturday October 11
+get some sleep+
If you're not getting enough sleep, it makes you more
likely to be drowsy while driving, to be cranky and
irritable (just ask your friends), and even to eat more
than usual! That's what the National Sleep Foundation
discovered in one survey.
...
There can also be spiritual consequences. After the
disciples had eaten a Passover meal, they went for
a walk with Jesus. They may have thought it was just
another after-dinner stroll, but Jesus knew differently. He saw His death drawing
near and needed His friends to watch. Instead, they fell asleep. "And they didn't
know what to say" (Mark 14:40)
Imagine being in their place, looking into Jesus' eyes and knowing that you've
been neglecting Him because you've been just too tired. What would you say?

AND

(this is good)
Monday October 13
reality living
They call it "Reality TV," but it is anything but real.
Reality for most people is getting up early in the
morning, trying to get to school or work on time,
and attempting to carve out a decent life. It's schoolwork
or housework or keeping the car running or doing
errands. Reality is staying financially solvent and
spiritually vibrant.
In the reality, can you recall the last time you had to let
bugs crawl all over you or you ate a cockroach? Unless
you're a missionary in a developing nation, when was
the last time you had to survive in the jungle on roots and
stuff you found in a murky swamp?
AS we hear about people willingly taking part in these
weird activities under the label "Reality TV," we must
make sure we don't get a skewed view of life.
For believers in Jesus who want to love for Him, a clear
set of standards should guide our existance. First, we
are to love God with all our heart and love our neighbr
selflessly. We are not to use people for our personal
advancement. Second, we ar eto honor our bodies as
God's temple where in the Holy Spirit dwells. Third, we
are to practice love, joy, peace, patience, kindness,
goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control.
Seeking guidance for a reality that pleases God? Look
at life through the lens of Colossians 3: 1-17
and you'll find a joy you'll never get from watching people eat bugs.
The reality of life is this: The closer we get Jesus, the more like Him we
become. That may not make very good "Reality TV," but it's definitely a reality
we can live.

Colossians 3: 1-17
Rules for Holy Living
1 Since, then, you have been raised with Christ, set your hearts on things above, where Christ is seated at the right hand of God. 2 Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things. 3 For you died, and your life is now hidden with Christ in God. 4 When Christ, who is your life, appears, then you also will appear with him in glory.
5 Put to death, therefore, whatever belongs to your earthly nature: sexual immorality, impurity, lust, evil desires and greed, which is idolatry. 6 Because of these, the wrath of God is coming. 7 You used to walk in these ways, in the life you once lived. 8 But now you must rid yourselves of all such things as these: anger, rage, malice, slander, and filthy language from your lips. 9 Do not lie to each other, since you have taken off your old self with its practices 10 and have put on the new self, which is being renewed in knowledge in the image of its Creator. 11 Here there is no Greek or Jew, circumcised or uncircumcised, barbarian, Scythian, slave or free, but Christ is all, and is in all.
12 Therefore, as God's chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. 13 Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. 14 And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity.
15 Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful. 16 Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly as you teach and admonish one another with all wisdom, and as you sing psalms, hymns and spiritual songs with gratitude in your hearts to God. 17 And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him.

Situation:
If one day you found some money on the floor, what will you do?

CHAOTIC CHAO YI, SOFT SOFIA AND KISSABLE KRYSTAL!!!

It had been a long long time...

2008-10-11T23:37:00.003+08:00

Sorry dear readers once again for not updating recently.
Haha, it's really hard to get infront of the laptop and start posting about LIFE.
As words cannot fully describe life in just a few sentences.
But today, i decided to take some time and post a post XD

Firstly, I would like to post about one of my happiest day.
My 3rd month anniversary XD (4th October 2008)
Lets start off with some photo taken during that wonderful day.

We both had subway =) 1st time trying out the food there.

Oh Crap! I dropped my meat ball T_T/CANDID SHOT XD

Sofia Dear holding a gift for me =D/My gift to her (a difference between nice photo and ugly photo) P.S. if you say the left is the ugly photo, you must be BLIND XD

After a wonderful meal at Subway, we decided to go Golden Village to try to catch a movie.
The journey to GV isn't easy.
Sofia had a tough time fighting her way through the crowd in the tight heels and ended up with a painful leg.
So we decieded to go toilet so that she can change her shoe and I can do my BIG business.
Sad thing is there's no movie for us at GV.
So we decided to travel all the way back to Jurong and headed to West Mall to try our luck.
But once again, there's no movie for us.
So we decided to go shopping and spend sometime looking for something that we decided to get during our 2nd month anniversary.
But no luck, and now we still searching for that right one.
Time up! and sofia gotta go to her grandmother house as she's supposed to.
But something cropped up, I fell SICK!!!
Haha, my wonderful "nurse" healed me and prayed for me =D
Thank you DEAR! =)

Sicked Chaoyi taken by a professional PHotographer =)/ another photo taken by SD

Though time seperate us temporary but it never seperate our hand in hand hearts =D

Secondly, Camp Com. Dinner

written on the card: freely you have recieve, freely give
Sound familiar=)
A card recieve from Zhi Xiang (Camp com. advisior)
We had a wonderful dinner with the camp com. =)

I think that's all for today as I going to have service tml.
So cya guys again for more updates =)
God Bless and have a nice day =)

Loyalties

2008-10-03T01:21:00.004+08:00

Through winds and storms, trials and obstacle.
Like rocks burning in flaming fire, which makes it strong and firms.
It's really never easy to bring such a big group of people together.
But somehow we make it.
Loyalties consisting of 10 members (including you yi xiang, you are part of us)
We shed, tears, sweat and (blood?) together haha.
10 people, it's not easy.
Just abit of faith in one another, i believe we will be great friend of one another.
Though, times we fall, but i believe we will raise again, believing that we are special.

I looked at the past videos and posts.
Memories of loyalties, make me unknowingly smiled.
It's not easy, but we made it.
Ithiel, Chao Yi, Sofia, Siang Hoon, Tze Xin, Krystal, Mabel, Yi Lin, Hui Lin.
Welcome Yi Xiang XD
Lets believe in one another =) we can make it.
WE ARE ONE! xD

Jason Mraz - I'm Yours

2008-10-01T00:00:00.001+08:00

Woah!

2008-09-22T22:24:00.003+08:00

Today is IS enrollment day.
It's from 2pm to 3.30pm.
Okay, as a Singaporean I was kia su!
And I ended up at Npal at like 1.50!
But, the fate is not only me is doing so.
The whole server lag and I don't even get the chance to see the only morning class for IS(health and lifestyle).
Even I didn't manage to get to morning class which can allow me to do my stuff at afternoon, but at least this is the first time I'm in same class with Sofia!
Haha! Thank God!

At night, the 2nd chance to swap IS.
I tried my luck with Sofia to try to get into the morning class.
And guess what! We managed to get in!
It's like, OH MY GOODNESS!
Haha, seriuosly, sometime you really wonder how God works in our lives and make it so colourful.
Those there's time where it get quite black and blue, but He never forget to add the yellow in your life xD

1st time I'm looking forward going IS!
It's like I'm gonna be in same class as Sofia, I also get to be in same class as Krystal (lao niang).
Btw! Lao niang, i POSTED!

Summary after 5 lessons of Sunday School with Jasper as our sunday school teacher.
"When you walk in the light, you need to have strong faith with God"
RExamine our relationship with God, it will change the way you see like life. (I think is like that)

We got telepathy!
Wanton at Jurong is nice XD introduced by Sofia!

OKay, that's all for my naggingxD
Sorry for not tagging so long.

Yo readers, this is serious?

2008-09-22T21:44:00.004+08:00

People! Have you recieved the following message?:
"Please pass it on. Hi jus rec the following items have been recalled due 2 china's milk situation.
This is real. M&M's, snickers, mento's yoghurt bottle, dove choc, oreo wafer sticks, monmilk, ductchlady sterilised milk, wal's all natural mango, mini poppers ice cream, magnum ice cream, moo sandwich ice cream, mini cornetto n youcan ice cream. We've been asked by ava 2 remove them from our stores. If u hve any of these items in yr hse don't eat them."

This is seriously true:
Read the following web page: http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20080922/tap-china-food-safety-child-toll-8d4ea94.html

Thank you Lord

2008-09-22T00:04:00.002+08:00

Thank You Lord lyrics

Artist - Don Moen
Album - Various Songs
Lyrics - Thank You Lord

I come before you today
And there's just one thing that I want to say
Thank you lord
Thank you lord
For all you've given to me
For all the blessings that I cannot see
Thank you lord
Thank you lord

**With a grateful heart
With a song of praise
With an outstretch arm
I will bless your name
Thank you lord
I just wanna thank you lord
Thank you lord
I just wanna thank you lord
Thank you lord

For all you've done in my life
You took my darkness and gave me your light
Thank you lord
Thank you lord
You took my sin and my shame
You took my sickness and healed all my pain
Thank you lord
Thank you lord

Video from: http://www.youtube.com
Lryic from: http://www.lyricskeeper.com/don_moen-lyrics/223408-thank_you_lord-lyrics.htm

Learning english.

2008-09-08T01:13:00.000+08:00

defination of cringe
1 : to draw in or contract one's muscles involuntarily (as from cold or pain)
2 : to shrink in fear or servility
3 : to behave in an excessively humble or servile way 4 : to recoil in distaste

Kendra, which one is it arh?

04.09.08 A day to remember =)

2008-09-04T23:43:00.008+08:00

It had been 2 months since the day we are together =)
Which by the grace of God we are together.
After few days of saving money and accidently starving, I had the fabulous dinner with her as our 2nd anniversary celebration.
This few days I had been working hard but still enjoy working as every moment is fill with work.
With wonderful colleage, making jokes and useful tips.
Working isn't boring at all =)
And the motivation when reach home boost me more =)

I was able to knock off early to reach the destination due to wonderful bosses by God's provision.
They even ask me to go, when i try to finish the job.
Wonderful and nice people =).

When I reach the bus stop in front of my workplace, the bus came just at that instant.
God's provision is in everyday life.
VOOM, VOOM and I reached my destination JE!
Sofia's workplace which is minutes of walk from her house.
(Unfair, I gotta wake up early and take bus to my walk place) but still glad she had such a wonderful workplace.
Pick her up, which suppose to be a surprise but ended up she calling me from the back. =.=
She was beautiful, serious, she dressed nicely but on the other hand I dressed quite normal.
As I scare my clothes will be dirtied from work =X

Headed off to, JE to meet her sister to get some stuff and off we go to IMM!
As my perment marker didn't work, i bought a SAKURA perment marker and it worked =)
We got stuffs from IMM and back to JE again. (haha, we like to walk) lols
Here are the stuffs we got from IMM. =)

We went to Pizza Hut and had the starzbites cheesy extreme meal.
Yummy soups and pizza.

She ate the chesse like drinking water. =X
Haha, the moment that i was touch!
she did a wonderful gift, a gift which made me tear 2nd time.

I was really touched. =) thank you my dear!

As, there was much time to spare.
We headed to the popular and decided to buy one dairy.
A dairy that we will do most of our writing in. =)
It start off today, and my 1st write up made her cry XD

A day to remember, a moment forever =)

God, once again, I thank you for your wonderful provision.
Your wonderous work of your almighty hand =)
Thank you my wonderful dear, for the wonderful night with the wonderful you =)

2008-09-02T01:18:00.000+08:00

Everyday

2008-08-27T09:14:00.002+08:00

Everyday is a nice day with you around.
Such a wonderful blessing from Heaven above.

Lord, I pray that you will protect her and heal her with your healing hands.
Calm her worried heart and let her feel your love even inside the surgery room.
I pray all these in Jesus name. Amen!

Panda =)

I'm blessed

2008-08-17T00:15:00.003+08:00

Today, I had family meeting.
It's about how many years will you like to live on earth.
And what can you do to make it beautiful.
I said 70. Haha.
The book also say, stay healthy if you want to live old.
Hmmm, i reconsider my 1st thought. Maybe 50?!? =X

Seriously, every moment of earth is really a blessing.
We shouldn't take for granted.

A moment ago, few drips of water flow out.
I dunno why, but maybe is because few days never see her le bah.
=) I missed her =D

Lord really thank you for your blessing =)
Thank you for being there too =) my love

A sight of you, means everything is worthwhile =)

Finally posting...

2008-08-06T20:16:00.003+08:00

James 1:19-27

Listening and doing
19 My brothers, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, 20 for man's anger does not bring about the righteous life that God desires. 21 Therefore, get rid of ll moral filth and the evil that is so prevalent and humbly accept the word planted i you, which can save you.

22 Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it sas. 23 Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like a man who looks at his face in a mirror 24 and, after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like. 25 But the man who looks intently into the perfact law that gives freedom, and continues to do this, not forgetting what he has heard, but doing it - he will be blessed in what he does.

26 If anyone consider himself religious and yet does not keep a tight rein on his tongue, he deceives himself and his religion is worthless. 27 Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world.

Haha, it've been so long ever since i posted.
Let me count, 1, 2, 3... AI YAH! FORGET IT!
I KNOW is long...
Hmmm, some highlights.
Maybe only one highlight bah.

4th August.
Hmmm, what's so special about that day.
Oh! It's one month after my birthday. HAHA!
No la, it's my special special day. You know i know =D
I really had a great day! Maybe great also cannot be used to describe =)
Money not enough II, sushi, tears... (more)

Thanks Giving:
Thank Lord for guiding and providing for that day, even both of us is down cause of illness, we were still able to enjoy and eat. Eating is a blessing =D
Thank Lord for also for His healing hands, I was heal in just one day =)
Thank Lord for a clear mind to study. Hmmm, you really cannot imagine how God can work impossibly in your life.
He will surprise you like no one on earth can.
Thank Him for even let you waking up from your sleep. HAHA!

Flowers fades, but memories never do...

I'm here just to SAY

2008-07-28T00:51:00.001+08:00

THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME =)
SOFIA TEO!!!

Family meeting

2008-07-22T22:49:00.004+08:00

Hmmm... once again I have family meeting.
Today topic quite interesting.
We were talking about our features, relating our parents, sister and me =)
Seriously, its just interesting.
Next we talk about what happened during birth to 6 years of my sister and me.
Like how God protected us from those happening.
God is great all the time =) yea? XD

Something quite struck me today.
I announced something to loyalties and I was really shocked by their reaction.
Tears flows out of the edge of their eyes.
Tears of joy, the moment was heartening, it's been so long i experience this.
=)
All the best to the new couple too XD
And also the senior couple XD

Thank you Lord for this day, for this is the day You had made =)

2008-07-21T13:12:00.002+08:00

I found my another half =).
How impossible it could be, how wonderful it could be.
God really works in impossible ways.
THANK YOU LORD FOR YOUR GREATEST GIFT! =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2008-07-11T14:37:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 3rd BIRTHDAY!!!
sa5ukechao.blogspot.com (once www.sasukechao.blogspot.com =()

3 years of blogging.
Sometimes, I looked back to what i posted last time.
I laughed at how foolish I am.
Even looking at those mistakes on blog, the grammer and stuffs.
Sometimes, there is long break inbetween posts and sometimes I actively post.
But, most importantly. I want to thanks those who read my blog no matter i posted anot.
Thanks for your support! They are appreciated. =)

A late post...

2008-07-06T18:52:00.002+08:00

What happened before and after my birthday.

Tuesday @ 7pm
I celebrated with my family.
As friday I will be out to celebrate my birthday with my friends, my parents to decide to celebrate earlier.
We had STEAMBOAT!!!

Look at the amount of food on the table!!! YUMMY!

Especially the 3 layers of pork meat. SHIOK!

Haha, this year I had a great birthday celebration with my parents.

Something that has long lost before quite some time.

Great dinner, great time, great fellowshipping.

On 4th July 2008 itself.

@ 2 plus (yq house)

I was at YQ's house doing project.

I will unawared that, actually there's a group of people is hiding in the next door of YQ's room.

That' came in and I was caught off handed!

STUNNED! SURPISE!

Okay, seriously they really can think of surprise.

A surprise card from loyalties. The panda so cute!

After surprise.

We went to the 2nd floor to get our punishment.

Need to get the candles out of the cake using MOUTH!

Followed by wearing pink T-shirt with another 2 guys =.= YQ and Yi Xiang.

GAY! Lols.

After some crappy stuffs, we went for lunch at The prata house.

Prata, curry, mee goreng, Teh Cinia (i think that's the spelling)

Delicious food.

Finally, time for the finale!

I chiong home.

Got changed and went to some place i was waiting for.

For a long long time.

Finally, someone agree to meet me. (used my birthday as an excuse=X)

Time was great. It's a rare chance in life.

Watched Get Smart with ichiban sushi in the threatre. Lols.

Funny show, laughed quite often during the whole movie.

I think that's my first movie with her. =X

After such a long time.

Hope she was happy =)

Send her home and home sweet home.

Back at home, expected parents to be asleep.

But instead, they prepared a small cake for me.

I didn't expected that cause my father passed me a sum of money.

God really provides when you are in need.

I need the money for my 1st date =X

And God provided in a unexpected way.

They sang the birthday song and I was touched.

The small but nice cake. Even it's small but it's the heart from my family. T_T

I had a great 18th birthday.
A day I looked forward to.
THANK YOU God for all His wonderful timings and provision. =)
THANK YOU ALL for celebrating my birthday.

Lastly, I was happy when i recieve this gift.

I recieved this gift from my classmate.

This's the bear that I wanted and my classmate bought it for me =)

Thank you, you're a GREAT friend =)

爱的正好

2008-07-03T12:59:00.001+08:00

苏永康陈洁仪

女:可能是久违的甜蜜
可能是潮水的来去
把眼泪流成一阵雨
能不能够流到你心里
男:一定是潮水的魔力
让海岸也无能为力
就当是生命中的奇迹
改变了天涯海角的距离
男:可能大雨来得太早
女:我还不知道(男:可是情话说得正好)
女:我还在寻找(男:再怎么样寻找)
女:来时路已经找不到
可能缘份来得太早
男:我还不知道(女:可是情话说得正好)
男:我还在寻找(女:当我以为再)
合:等不到你却突然停靠在我怀抱

While collecting spiders...

2008-07-03T07:41:00.002+08:00

Many things had happened passed these 11 days of collections.
11 days, not short, not long either.
Something BIG happened and I thought I lost everything.
Like what normally happens, there's gain and lost when things happened.
I can comfirm somethings that I was unsure.

I know I reacted OVERBOARDLY.
SORRY to those who were hit by my metors.
Rainbow after the rain.
That's how life works.
As long you don't up and continue to strive forwards.
You will see the rainbow after the stormy rain.

God never give up on us.
Thank you Lord !!!
And the most wonderful gift you blessed me with =)

Thank you for friends who helped to solve the mess I created.
(in times of troubles, you see more clearly)

What's wrong with me?

2008-06-22T23:09:00.001+08:00

My brain makes me feels impatient.
Maybe not enough sleep?
I don't know.

But why is these kind of things happening right before school gonna start?

RAH!!!

Things

2008-06-18T21:13:00.002+08:00

are meant to be done with the right intention.

Sometimes it may be wrong, but never give up but learn from mistake.

That's when I love you

2008-06-11T23:43:00.000+08:00

2008-06-10T21:33:00.001+08:00

It was just moment ago, we were discussing about what if something would happen.
Next moment, everything seems to be over.
Like everything is gone and over.
Just don't have the strength to speak out anymore.

(when you said) I just don't love you no more

2008-06-10T21:20:00.002+08:00

[VERSE 1]
For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
(didn't you say)
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
(tell me)
Ok I know I was late again
I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
But why are you making this drag on so long
(i wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly games
(silly games)
Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

[CHORUS]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

[VERSE 2]
I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
(I see it all so clearly)
Me at the door with you inner state
(inner state)
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

[CHORUS]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

[BRIDGE]
Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down
Girl you caught me completely off guard
On the night you said to me
I just don't love you more.

[CHORUS 2X]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

Every steps home was heavy.
People passing by me, when i pass them last time.
I was lost, but I couldn't believe I did it again.

Someone who hurt someone is unworthy to be forgiven.
Even they are forgiven, they couldn't forgive themselves.
Is it over?
It's just few days, even every moment is nothing but happiness.
As people say, good things don't last long.
Cherish it before it's gone.
I didn't cherish once again.

When I be able to stand on my feets again.
I'm not look forward to thursday.
How i wish i could stay at home and hide from the world.
I have no more energy to move on.

I am dead.
Love.

Woot!!!

2008-06-09T22:21:00.001+08:00

Long time no post le.
I think i should post some stuffs.
Like i am craving for the new meal in LONG JOHN SILVER.
I hope we can go have it after the CWP exam.
Haha.

I am blessed and happy boy =)

Pu tong peng you

2008-06-04T09:56:00.000+08:00

Pu tong peng you by David Tao

dengdai
wo suishi suidi zai dengdai
zuo ni ganqing shang de yilai
wo meiyou renhe de yiwen
zhe shi ai
wo cai
ni zaojiu xiang yao shuoming bai
wo juede ziji hao shibai
cong tiantang diaoluo dao shen yuan
duo wunai
wo yuanyi gaibian (what can i do?)
chongxin zai lai yi bian (just give me change)
wo wufa zhishi putong pengyou
ganqing yi name shen
jiao wo zenme neng shou shou
dan ni shuo
i only want to be your friend
zuo ge pengyou
wo zai
ni xinzhong zhishi just a friend
bushi qing ren
wo ganji ni dui wo zheyang de tanbai
dan wo gei ni de ai zanshi shou bu huilai
so i
wo buneng zhishi be your friend
i just can't be your friend
no,no,no,
wo buneng zhishi zuo ni de pengyou
buneng zhishi zuo putong pengyou

The movie

2008-06-03T21:57:00.003+08:00

At the start of the movie, i thought love between different gender shouldn't even exist.
But the ending giv eme another idea, love is there.
Is only up to you to find it.
When the girl found the guy at the new apartment, i recieve a message.
"Eh. I just hope you won't be too caught up with your girl problem. Many of my friends including myself are going through this phase. Not worht the hurt." - my friend
I don't know is God telling me something.

Marriage is a leap of love.

Length in a love letter isn't a factor. Even it's just I LOVE YOU which speaks from your heart, it meant a thousand words.

Love is something more than trust.

Love. or Love...

2008-06-01T15:47:00.002+08:00

Romans 8:24-25
24For in this hope we were all saved. But hope that is seen is no hope at all. WHo hopes for what he already has? 25 But if we hope for what we do not yet hae, we wait for it patiently.

Today's sermon:
Idols: something or someone who replace God's place in your heart.
Chaoyi, can you remove the idol in you?

I hate myself for hurting you.

Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You

2008-05-30T21:30:00.004+08:00

Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You lyrics

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find


Song lyrics  Fall For You lyrics

Quote

2008-05-28T14:50:00.001+08:00

People pursuit what they want,
but after they get what they want,
they fear losing it,
when they lose it, it's like removing a piece of flesh from the body.

When i say dun bother, but actually was glad that you sms.
I know my reply is really idiotic, but ya, I'm sorry.
Thanks for your concern, but sorry for my unappreciate.
=X

Time

2008-05-24T15:25:00.002+08:00

Time is something:

everyone will seek for.
everyone will fight for.
everyone will hold for.
everyone will ask for.
everyone will hope for.

is time under your controL?

Thanks a million

2008-05-24T15:20:00.002+08:00

I really want to thank God!
He's so great.
He's so wonderful and worthy of all praises.

How i wish i can say a big THANK YOU face to face with Him.
That's only how i could express how grateful I was.

It's true, God will make a way when it seems to be no way.
And it's also true that, He will answer prayer when you are willing to wait.
For, time is perfect in God's plan.

Somethings aren't meant to be ask. For they are meant to be understand =)
Offering a shoulder to lie on, will you accept my offer?

=)

2008-05-22T00:50:00.005+08:00

LOVE is PATIENCE

I like the way you smile, laugh cheekily.
Your smile is my strength.
How i wish time could stop at that moment with us alone.

Thank you =)
Ya, we are just friend.

陈小春- 难朋友

2008-05-17T18:54:00.002+08:00

This song i over heard in Yes 993 radio.
I find the lyrics interesting but i didn't manage to get the title of the song.
Then today, i switch on the radio, hoping to find that song again.
AND YES! I found it =)
So happy, i was like search for it as nan peng you instead of nan peng you.
One is nan = boy, and nan = difficult.

Bad day but ended with happy day.
A kind of happiness that isn't normal.
Seeing a friend happy isn't that better than me being happy?
=)
No days are bad with you Lord.
No days are bad with you my friend.

2008-05-14T21:47:00.002+08:00

How i wished i could read people's mind.
How i wished i can know what they are thinking, what they want.
How i wished every words i said are healing words which can heal wounds.
How i wished i could know what you want.
How i wished i could know what are you feeling.
How i wished i could wish...

Life

2008-05-12T21:39:00.003+08:00

I love exploring arts and design.
The lecturer is encouraging and depthy.
I am able to express my feelings myself through art.
Is messy and ununderstandable.

I don't know should I be glad or worried about knowing stuffs.
Last time i knew some stuffs and i took things for granted.
I don't wish the same thing to happen again.
Once again, i went to my friend.
He told me alot, and things that what i should do.
Even is finding my own way to do it, it's still like something i learnt from him.
A summary I got, my own interpretion:

Forget your feelings, focus on God and becoming a better person by building my character.

Maybe it hurts more to give wrong ideas, and false hope.
Maybe knowing the one that's beside you is thinking of someone else. it hurts.
But isn't it nice to see the someone be with the one he/she thinking to be happily together.
Isn't this is what everything things was all about.
I don't want to push to force someone to feel.
It will make situtation worst.
Worst is regreting hurting the one, and neglecting God.

I will work on myself, let's give each other time to sort out stuffs.
I believe, everything will be fine if we place them at God's hands.

I know i can't control, that why i shouldn't get hold of it.
I will keep it in a drawer.
When it's time to take out, i will take out.
I don't want to regret, i don't wanna mess and hurt others.
I want to make myself worthy.

I WANT TO BE A MAN!!! DO THE RIGHT THING...

If one day, i left you. Can you whisper to me and call me back.
Maybe all i wanted is you calling me back...
I'll still be there.
Waiting for you to call me back...

2008-05-07T00:27:00.003+08:00

Waiting is cruel.
BUT
Losing is regretsful.

I will rather wait for in God's time, everything is perfect.

When...

2008-05-04T01:23:00.002+08:00

When you asked me that question...
It made me ask myself, what i done so far is it worth doing for?
I can't see the firminess that what i done is worth awhile.
You questioned cause you wasn't sure.
You made me ponder over it.

It makes me felt that what I done so far isn't enought to convince that, what I done is worthwhile.
Everytime you talk to me, maybe you treat it as another troubling time.
BUT! NO!
I find it worthwhile, I felt I hoped i could help.
I enjoyed talking to you.
Laughing together.
Crapping together.
Ever having quiet and sorrows time together.

After all, you asked that question...
Question that makes me stumble over my own foot.

When you ask me that question...
I wonder seriously i am just a consultant and not a friend.

Some "logic" questions...

2008-04-24T23:46:00.002+08:00

Today after track, I had dinner at the Bukit Timah wet market.
Then I don't know his name.
He gave us 5 IQ quests but use logic and abit of thinking out of box.
So here's the 2 questions only...
1st: If you have 8 eggs. 7 of them is 10g each and only 1 of them is 9g.
The i give you a balancer.
You only can use it 2 times and tell me which egg is the 9g one.

2nd: I give you a 5litre jug and a 3 litre jug.
You are suppose to get 4 litres of water accurately by using the 2 jug.
You are given unlimited amount of water.

If you want to know the answer, find me, sms me.
And i will also give you the other 3 questions that i didn't post!
Tata!

Btw, during these questions, we found human nature.
5 mins after the questions - tell us the answer leh.
10 mins after the questions - your question no logic one lah!
20 mins after the questions - people starts giving crap and lame answers!
30 mins after the questions - the person who gave the questions is being scolded!
LOL!!!

These days...

2008-04-24T23:36:00.002+08:00

From tuesday all the way to thursday this week.
I my evenings and nights had been filled up with TRACK AND FIELD.
Maybe cause last week I never go for track.
That's why I gotta pay back everything this week.
Tuesday, slack slack...
Wednesday, hiong until legs start to ache.
Thursday, short distance run!!! T_T (I am a long distance runner =.=)
Tml, gotta train again and helpout with the freshies!!!T_T
My week is fly pass like a F16 pass me!!!
2nd week almost up and left one month to go and there's COMMON TEST!!!

2 promise. 1 deadline...

Chim stuffs

2008-04-22T23:00:00.002+08:00

In our shattered times, anguish relents
Not at mere idle words spoken in vain,
But rather from the silent eloquence
Bestowed by those rare souls who share our pain.
By: Evans ( from daily bread and all the following phrases are from daily bread )

Often, the best comfort is just being there.
( I realised, even presence is enough. That's make me not to expect more from others. )

Oh, what joy and peace we forfeit,
When forgiveness we withhold;
Fellowship with God is broken,
And the heart grows hard and cold
By: D.De Huan

We can stop forgiving others when Christ stops forgiving us.

When rough the path day today,
When sorrows fill our eyes with tears,
Our choice to find our hope in Christ
Can life our soul and calm our fears.
By: D.De Huan

To be like Jesus is our goal,
Though it doesn't happen fast;
We trust the spirit as our guide
Till we're glorified at last.
By: Branom

The conversion of a soul is the middle of a moment;
the growth of a saint is the work of a lifetime.

Trusting God turns problems into opportunities.

In God's works we see His hand;
in His Words we hear His heart.

No one is hopeless whose hope is in God.

2008-04-20T23:49:00.002+08:00

What does emo means?

type 1: depressed and sad. range from slightly moody to suicidal.
type 2: cultural fashion people who wanna look cool.

From B.goh. (thanks for helping me typing out)
Maybe I act emo to make ppl pity me?
I don't think I am sad, I have no more feelings.
One of my wants, is to find back the defination of humanly love.
I even tried to find song that can bring me back to that feeling, but I can't feel anything.

One day, I tried to save one friendship.
I tried to show concern to that friend"ed".
Instead of answering, i get a somehow warning of "don't try anything funny, i wouldn't fall for that".
I tried so hard just thinking to myself, I must take the first step.
But, the result is just another disappointment.
Why will I do to save a friendship when I know this kind of result I will get.
I flared up. To me it seems like the other party is wrong.
But I don't know. It could be my fault.
No one fault. MY FAULT that I even thought of giving in.

Today's worship was great.
Even song linked up with each other.
2 highlight songs.
In christ alone and reflection song, "you're still faithful".

I thank you Lord for everything.
The air i breath.
The food i eat.
The bed i lie in.
Every steps that i take.

After a long time...

2008-04-17T22:13:00.002+08:00

Removing something from my life.
I now believe what I had done without any regret.

Today 1.1

2008-04-15T23:06:00.004+08:00

Today is just great except some exception.
Today 1 hour lesson and we went to K box after that.
I didn't fan kang cause i MIA for 2 months.
Never go out with them, never talk to them.
I like the feeling of this type of simple and great friendship.
No motive behind everything.
Simple friendship's de best.
I'm not worthy of any thing better that.
Maybe someone's gone?

K box means singing.
And my singing suck!! T_T (forced to sing)
But i found out, Siang Hoon, Hui Lin, Krystal, Tze Xin have great voice and can sing!
Woot! Those are great time.

I decided to put my trust to test.
I speak out with someone.
It helped alot.
And i realise and i want to laugh at my childishiness.
I'm wrong again...

I don't have the face to face you again.
I wronged you.
Maybe i overdo the way i give up on things.

Struggling With Sin - Romans 7: 14 - 20

2008-04-14T22:58:00.002+08:00

14 We know that the law is spiritual; but I am unspiritual, sold as a slave to sin.
15 I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do.
16 And if I do what i do not wnat to do, I agree that the law is good.
17 As it is, it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me.
18 I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful anture. For i have the desire to do what is goo, but I cannot carry it out.
19 For what I do is not the good I want to do; no, the evil I do not want to do - this I keep on doing.
20 Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it but it is sin living in me that does it.

Exploring Arts and Design

2008-04-14T13:03:00.002+08:00

This module is zai man.
I didn't expected it to be like that.

Before i enter the class i thought will be like doing projects on arts and design.
In the end, i had a cool lecturer with about 5 colour on her hair.
She ask us to called her TANG, not auntie, not teacher. Lols.
She really is a truely artist.
The best is, she sponsor us with materials and we can save $$.
She said cause she love teaching students arts.
So she is okay spending her OWN money to buy the materials.

She also taught us things and she's really good in speaking.
She is carefree, and she just great!
Lols. Can listen to songs in class and even do stuff you want.
Is just fun to be in the class.

The most concidence things is that, Chi Yang is same class as me.
I thought i gotta be alone.
Thank you Lord for everything XD

1 year/ 1st day in school

2008-04-14T07:48:00.002+08:00

I took the free shuttle bus to school and ended up early in school =.=
That's why i am blogging now.
Looking around at other people blog.

There's something i just can't understand.
Maybe when you lost something, you shouldn't think about having it back.
Let it be.
It like selfish one minute can bring you out from suffering bahs.

Kkz, i gtg to my 4 hrs IS class le.
Crap, i never bring anything and i know i gotta die.
Hope the lesson will be fun and interesting =.=

Do anyone like to be alone?

2008-04-13T22:39:00.002+08:00

Haha, i asked myself this question when someone ask me another question.
I don't know, do i like to be alone?
Or is it just to escape something and giving myself the excuse that i just like to be alone.
Maybe i lost the ability to face human.
Friends is just something that you gain or lose.
I lose most of them le.

One day Chao Yi will have no friend.
YESH! That's the day i know i wouldn't hurt anyone.
Rah, am i running away from facing obstacle and trials?
Everytime i choose to run away from things. (Maybe that's why i join Track and field)
Recently i start to love emo songs again.
They are really music to the ears.

I must have no more feelings.
I feel no more.

It's FRIDAY!

2008-04-12T23:33:00.002+08:00

Just some interesting stuff.
I saw ngee ann polytechnic orientation T-shirt.
Is far better then previous year.
It looked nicer, and is dry fit i think.
Last year is burget?

Then unexpectedly, i got 3 blue notes for my paid.
I like work 4 days and i expected 2 nia.
And i thought i had to get my pay on Monday.
BUT! Monday still need go back work to help carrying stuffs.

Lalalas.

Today, a meaningful say.
CG and worship prac.
Spiritual stuffs.

Back to school soon...
Back to life...
Back to somewhere which is so....

Today

2008-04-08T22:33:00.002+08:00

Wonder what does my post title is?
The newspaper "Today"?
No lahs, just what I did today.

Woke up late in the morning cause I am not feeling well.
Then watch television cause can't go track and field.
Cause I go there not run, but see how fast I can faint.

But, in the end, I still went to school.
Cause there a event (FUN08) helpout.
Carry stuffs.
Sick people also can do XD.

Today, I had a really special dinner.
Dinner with my whole family.
We ate at the zi bao ji near SIM.
The food changed, the atmosphere changed...

Everything change with time.
Nothing can stop the time from changing us.
But there's one thing that wouldn't change FOREVER.
God's Love.
Something so unconditional.
I think there's only one type of love, God's love.
Something worth recieving.
Something worth having.

No other kind of love in my life.
I couldn't understand any more type of love.
Love no longer exist in me.
I can't love anyone else, beside my parents and family.
Keep the love small so it doesn't hurts.

Last time my defination of love is: Living together with the one your love forever.
But, there isn't any forever except God's love.
Humanly love will only blends with time.

I can be happy even alone.
Hurts no one, disturb no one.

Looking At My Year 2 Timetable

2008-04-03T22:48:00.001+08:00

I going to die in year 2.
Is either slack until exam fail until flying in colour.
Or school until go IMH. (nvm, since i had a room there leh- BOOK!)
The time table is so yellow =.=

New Blog Done

2008-03-31T01:27:00.002+08:00

in: 1 hr 30 mins =.= (roughly)
Time to sleep now!
Tml still have to WORK!
JIA YOU CHAO YI xD

SianZzz...

2008-03-31T01:10:00.001+08:00

My old fav. blog url : www.sasukechao.blogspot.com GONE =.=
Now change to : http://sa5ukechao.blogspot.com/ No choice

2008-03-19T00:16:00.000+08:00

Track.
Lunch.
Movie.
Sleep.
Lost.

明天我不会依然爱你

2008-03-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

by:陈世维

背叛

2008-03-17T23:30:00.001+08:00

曲:曹格
雨
不停落下来
花
怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人
欣赏悲哀
爱
只剩下无奈
我
一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间
永远都夹着空白
缺了一块
就不精采

Chorus
紧紧相依的心如何
say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼

把手放开不问一句
say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快

心
有一句感慨
我
还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看
那些片段
还在不在

*chorus

2008-03-15T12:44:00.000+08:00

I HATE IT! HAO XIN MEI HAO BAO.

next time i don't give a damn already.

I AM BACK xD

2008-03-14T23:52:00.002+08:00

1st of all I wanted to say THANK YOU to those who visited my blog even i never update.
2nd I wanna say SORRY cause i never update =X

Today is very wonderful.
Went to work early cause they need helpers in the morning.
Then today the job quite slack xD.
I went for lunch actually at rong chai, but they dun bothered to entertain me.
So i decided to head for Macdonald.
On the way, i will pass by this bus stop.
Guess what I saw YQ! Lols.

Then when I on the way home.
I saw Pei Bao. LOls.

Then instead of going home, i decided to play basketball with Hsien they all.
Woot, 3 pointer siao people.
I like 10 balls only one nice the 3 pointer ball can go in.
Then when i out of game.
They Ke Xin GL me T_T
Then Hsien help me woot, you rock man!!!
However, my leg injury is back.
Today very pain, maybe i run too much, maybe i played too much.
I was like limbing home norhh.

Reach home audition.
Haha, found this cool friend.
Same birthday as mine. (3rd one le)
Emo like me =X but she is more extreme.

Anyway, my results out.
Cannot be sad, but should be guilty.
I so slacky, still get that kind of gpa.
Even it's lousy.
But it's really a miracle.
I like telling myself, comfirm 2. something.
But God gave me something i never deserve.
Like His unfailing Love, Lord i owe you too much.
I always tell myself i have to work hard next time.
Then Haiishh...

NU ER!!! Daddiie hao xiang ni T_T

Heartbreak lullaby

2008-03-09T16:51:00.000+08:00

Heartbreak lullaby...
In the still of the night,
I can almost feel you lying next to me,
Like it used to be,
And its hard to let go,
When there's always something there reminding me,
How things could be,
I've tried to get you off my mind,
I've tried to play my part,
But everytime I close my eyes,
You're still inside my heart,
Why can't I laugh?
Why must I cry?
Everytime we say good-bye,
Why does it rain,
Here in my heart,
Everyday that we're apart,
Why can't it be,
Just you and me,
What will it take to make you see,
These are the words,
To my Heartbreak Lullaby,
Like the stars in the sky,
You still keep on shining down you're light on me,
But out of reach,
And I know that in time,
You will come back to your senses,
See the signs,
And change your mind,
I try to look the other way,
And keep my heart on hold,
But everytime I'm close to you,
I lose my self-control,
Why can't I laugh?
Why must I cry?
Everytime we say good-bye,
Why does it rain,
Here in my heart,
Everyday that we're apart,
Why can't it be,
Just you and me,
What will it take to make you see,
These are the words,
To my Heartbreak Lullaby,
Why can't I laugh?
Why must i cry?
Give me just one good reason why..
Why does it rain
Here in my heart,
Everyday that we're apart,
Why can't it be,
Just you and me,
What will it take to make you see,
These are the words,
To my Heartbreak Lullaby,
[CHORUS x2]

2008-03-08T02:46:00.002+08:00

When i hear love songs.
I will ask myself, do i love you.
This time instead of a striaght yes, I will pause awhile and think.
Do I still love you?
I cannot give myself a comfirm answer, i felt so =X

Maybe time really can weaken everything.
When i decided to give up, it will really give up.
And i will distance myself until very far, so far even friend cannot even be.

There's still so many friend for you.
No worries.
No regrets.

But why i still feel there's something missing.
Means i haven't DID IT?

My days...

2008-03-07T18:19:00.004+08:00

Okay, yesterday I miss my Track and field training again. =X
Miss 2 trainings le.
I think my condition sure lousy until can bang walls. (not one buy many)
However, I went East Coast Park with my classmates.
Woot, cycling and poker.
God is so good lahs.
Cause I couldn’t make it to cycle with my Ngee Ann classmates on Saturaday, but he provide me with another chance to cycle.
I miss cycling so much, the thrill and the fun.
Okay, I went ECP with Jabez, B.goh, Anand and Kimberly.
We crap all our way from Causeway Point until ECP.
We rented bicycle from 4.30 – 7.30.
We cycle until the end of ECP and found this interesting place.
It a land appeared cause it’s low tide.
After cycling we went to play poker at BBQ pit 80.
WOot. It was thrilling and fun.
Then we cycled back. I manage to make my way through back to bicycle shop without using hand.
It was so fun la.
Mac with coupons from B.goh.
And more poker!
These fews days have been chionging MapleStory.
Cause I couldn’t sleep and I can’t believe I MISSED MY PARENTS =X
So I decided to play cause otherwise I will keep thinking in my bed.

I will strangle through. No matter how hard it is.
Time can weaken anything.
All I needed is time.
I know who I can talk to when I need a listening ear.
Is God. =)

PICTURES TIME!

Taken while cycling.

How wonderful and how beautiful is His creation.

Poker (no money involved)

The reason

2008-03-04T23:37:00.003+08:00

I think the reason my life is so messed up cause i haven't been doing my QT that often =X
I want to overcome.
I want to stand by God knowing, without Him I nothing.
Even if i am alone on earth, i know He will always be there for me.
When someone hold on to life, lose it.
And those who lose life for the Father's sake, they will have it.
Roughly like that, i scare might be wrong.

Okay, today didn't manage to go track T_T
Cause, i woke up late.
Lucky YQ not feeling well or else i will feel very bad.

Even there's no track, i managed to go church to tidy up the clubhouse store room.
If you all know, the church is currently rebuilding.
Therefore, the clubhouse is smaller and messy.
As for the rack, we manage to do better then the first one.
And faster with only 3 person.
Hahas.
After cleaning, went to sim lim sqaure.
Bought a cheap harddisc 160 GB and found out only left 148GB free.
At sim lim square i even saw 1TB harddisc.
I think 1TB = 1000GB ba.
That's so big la=.=

Hahas, the day was great but tiring.
But thank God for everything.

Emo faggot

2008-03-03T01:54:00.007+08:00

Who am I?
She's a good girl.
I think i am only someone who is doing all things just to see you happy.
I don't want to spoilt her future.
Even being a listening ear is good enough.
Her future without me will be bright and happier.
But how i wish i can be by your side.
Maybe it's time for me to leave.
But i know it can't be possible for you to accept me.
But I'm not worried cause there's already someone who will be able to be.
Even after this post you might hate me more.
I scare i might go too deep, and cannot unroot myself from you.
Hate me, for who I am, hate me for loving you.
This is the distance, where i can see you happy in a distance.
Being by your side and knowing that we can't be together, hurts me more.
Maybe one day where your heart is empty.
I decided to leave.
I will knock the door of chance.
Leave to somewhere that i cannot feel, so that i couldn't feel love.
Maybe the day i can really mature.
I know, nothing is gonna happen.
I would like to knock the door of chance back once in your life again.
Hate me, ignore me, so i wouldn't feel sad leaving.
The best way of giving isn't recieve what you wanted.
Someone will always be there for you.
But is to give unlimitedly, and recieve nothing but seeing the one happy.
Passerby, pass by when you don't cherish.

unknown writer...

Post

2008-03-02T21:16:00.003+08:00

Erm, lets start blogging about Friday ba.
Okay, i woke up quite late on Friday.
Then I had an appointment with my friend YQ to go for haircut.
First time go salon cut hair.
But the result was quite great.

After haircut, i went to jabez's house to slack.
When i reach there, they were eating pizza.
I was like lost cause, so weird la.
Then I become a R. joker =.=
Then, finally get into the crowd.
Then slack in his room, with Anand, Choon Hong, Kimberly, Reuel and B.goh who came after Kimberly and Reuel left.

Then we were bored.
B.goh went home. Then we headed for 7 eleven to chill out.
Get a big gulp each, then went to the playground to crap like 12am in the morning or so.
Okay we really crap there and there's lots of laughter XD
Then we come out with this phrase:
~~"LIFE without F is a LIE"~~ (sounded quite sick, if you dun want to be courrpted please dun ask)

Then slept around 3am then woke up at 8am
It was a good night sleep but short.
Hahas.

Then Saturday.
The day full of surprises.
Yup, it's sofia's birthday.
All the surprises were great and our hard work didn't go a waste.
Anyway, just to thanks yi lin and hui lin, hahas thanks for the help.
And of cause YQ with his hair styling.
It was a great day but a stinking one with those whip creams T_T

Today, went to church.
Help out in rack fixing.
Ended up making a slanned rack.
WOot, tml going down to help again. Wahaha.
Thank God for everything.
For every little thing You do.
Make me live for You alone =)

Today

2008-02-28T01:56:00.001+08:00

Shop at BUGIS JUNCTION cum BUGIS STREET
then
CRAP at CAUSEWAY POINT
that's my day

2008-02-27T19:29:00.002+08:00

Sometimes When We Touch - Olivia

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

What have I done?

2008-02-26T23:43:00.002+08:00

Okay i done quite alot today.
Early in the morning like 8 plus plus went to church to helpout my father with the church thingy.
As our church is going through rebuilding, the office area is gonna be tear down soon.
Maybe in 1 or 2 days time.
So my father had to help up to set up the internet, phone and electicity source for the office.
Haha, quite cool. I learnt new stuffs =)

Then went to market to eat fried carrot cake.
Okay ba.
Woot.
Actually decided to go Sim lim with david (church friend) to get some IT stuffs.
Cause since i already in town, why not go sim lim.

BUT! in the end, i ended up in AGM for track.
AGM means Aunnal general meeting.
Where, new track commiittee will be introduced and some fun and funny stuffs that are really funny.
Like the Achmed where the "I KILL U" with tamil tone come from.
And some lame stuffs like "how to be gangster", "how to be emo".
Those actors are really crappy.
Ya, the AGM was quite cool overall.
Anyway, track people like to play pranks i must be on my guard! LOL XD

The pink star found on the goodie cup, writing TRACK AND FIELD ANNUAL GENERAL MEETING 2008. WELCOME!

These places will be gone soon =(

Some random pictures. ( CALICUM WOOT)

2008-02-26T00:45:00.005+08:00

Things for me to learn on.
Solutions that hurt others are not solutions -- keep thinking!

Sometimes problems seem unsolvable. All problems can be solved, with matured mindset.

When you feel like you are about to blow up, count 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 and then decide how you will act.

Think before you speak. If you can't think of anything to say, don't say it.

It going to be 1am soon.
My father reactivate the wireless network cause i promise to help him tml.
My wireless is remove cause i have no self control.
Hai, now is really I can't sleep.
My brain can't stop thinking.
Something is bothering me.
But i don't know what is it.
Hmmm, brain arh brain what are you thinking?

Everyone needs a time for everything.

369

What can i post about?

2008-02-24T20:52:00.002+08:00

Erm, these few days while floating around in this world.
I thought of so much things to post on this blog.
But everytime i got home, i just tends to forget about it.

I only can remember about today's clubhouse goodbye ceremony.
Okay, we are really blessed with that clubhouse.
Like what i heard, only when it gonna be taken away then we cherish.
Ai ya, human nature.

And i roughly remember about today's sunday school.
Is it fair for parents to restrict us from something for our own good.
It like whether can we trust that our parents for our own good.

RAH, dunno what to post le.
Forget about it.
POST END.

Answered prayer

2008-02-20T23:51:00.000+08:00

A voyaging ship was wrecked during a storm at sea and only two of the men on it were able to swim to a small, desert like island. The two survivors, not knowing what else to do, agreed that they had no other recourse but to pray to God. However, to find out whose prayer was more powerful, they agreed to divide the territory between them and stay on opposite sides of the island.
The first thing they prayed for was food. The next morning, the first man saw a fruit-bearing tree on his side of the land, and he was able to eat its fruit. The other man's parcel of land remained barren.
After a week, the first man was lonely and he decided to pray for a wife. The next day, another ship was wrecked, and the only survivor was a woman who swam to his side of the land. On the other side of the island, there was nothing.
Soon the first man prayed for a house, clothes, more food. The next day, like magic, all of these were given to him. However, the second man still had nothing.
Finally, the first man prayed for a ship, so that he and his wife could leave the island. In the morning, he found a ship docked at his side of the island.
The first man boarded the ship with his wife and decided to leave the second man on the island. He considered the other man unworthy to receive God's blessings, since none of his prayers had been answered. As the ship was about to leave, the first man heard a voice from heaven booming, "Why are you leaving your companion on the island?"
"My blessings are mine alone, since I was the one who prayed for them", the first man answered. "His prayers were all unanswered and so he does not deserve anything."
"You are mistaken!" the voice rebuked him. "He had only one prayer, which I answered. If not for that, you would not have received any of my blessings."
"Tell me", the first man asked the voice, "What did he pray for that I should owe him anything?"
"He prayed that all your prayers be answered."
For all we know, our blessings are not the fruits of our prayers alone, but those of another praying for us.

Author unknown

Extracted from YM blog.

2008-02-20T01:06:00.001+08:00

Obey commandments
Matt 19:18
Do not murder, do not commit audltery, do not steal, do not give false testimony, honor your father and mother, and 'love your neighbors as yourself'.

Matt 19:26
With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.

Holiday mood boy going to exam

2008-02-19T22:10:00.002+08:00

I think my "holidays" had started last last week ba.
2 weeks. 14 days. Half a month. 1/24 of a year. 336 hours. 20160 mins. 1209600 seconds.
Okay, enough of crap for the previous sentence.
Yup 2 weeks. 14 days. Half a month. 1/24 of a year. 336 hours. 20160 mins. 1209600 seconds. XD.
I think i wasted 2 weeks. 14 days. Half a month. 1/24 of a year. 336 hours. 20160 mins. 1209600 seconds of them.
Actually should be studying for exam for those 2 weeks. 14 days. Half a month. 1/24 of a year. 336 hours. 20160 mins. 1209600 seconds given.
But i used them for gaming =.=
Never mind, gotta look forward and work "hard" ba =X

1005350SOIL SCIENCET0220 FEB 2008WEDNESDAY02:00 PM - 04:00 PMBlk 73 03-2370

Ya, there's paper tml.
Soil science, ni tu ke xue?
Okay la, I admit I never work hard for my exam.
Ai ya, no point pondering over it, and do my "last min" style ba =X
Need to chiong tonight =.= I am a night cat! MEOW!
Nono, i mean human XD

Anyway, all the best for those who are going to take their exams.
ALL THE BEST XD!

Pray for strength, wisdom, peace in mind, to handle my upcoming 2 papers ONLY.
My sunday school teacher like, ai ya 2 papers only =X
Quite true, but for slacker like me T_T is life taking T_T.

Anyway, need to start studying le.
Take cares =)
Don't worry everything will be fine, have faith in the Lord =)
I try to ~~promise~~ I will be there no matter what happens. That's what a friend is for =)
3 listening ear~

I will draw the line

2008-02-18T18:00:00.001+08:00

If you need a listening ear, just give me a call or sms.
I will make sure a am a professional consultant and no more then that.
So feel free to call.
If you never call i will be happy for you, means you are okay.

2008-02-17T09:08:00.002+08:00

"Erm, are you awake now? I can't fall asleep."
A sms left unsend at 2am 17th feb 2008

At least the laptop is down now, that i can have a temptation of using the computer to decrease.
Even though i will still think about the games i wanted play, but at least it's under control.
God really guide me and lead me as i prayed.
Thank you Lord for your GUIDENCE.

Just started to think here and there, as I have more time of my own not using the laptop.
I don't know what to do le.
Lord take charge.

2008-02-16T19:41:00.004+08:00

LAPTOP CRASHED... Don't know when can work again.
I think it crashed at the right time.
I think i should start studying le.

2008-02-16T00:29:00.004+08:00

14 Feb 2008 - Valentine day Haha, i am married in audition.Finally got that ring.Haha, she's my mei and i am her kor.Haha.

The 2nd try was power.

One day

2008-02-14T21:05:00.005+08:00

Haha, finally my floristery skills can be used.

Haha, today is valentine day.
My father bought rose for my mother.
But he decided to ask me help making it.
During to lake of material, the bouquet isn't that good.
Haha, but got XIN can le.

Haha, i want to first thank my shi fu.
At least i can share some questions with her.
Things that actually i don't understand.
Haha, shi fu xie xie.
Phone bill dun ask me pay

Haha, helping someone actually is making yourself a favour.
It make your life more worth while and make you seems useful.
Haha, no matter is sharing, hearing, consulting, comforting.
What are friends for! HAHA! AH DEHS
what say valentine for couples, it's also for friends that are always with us. =)
=) i will do it was oftenly as possible

even can't like you, please don't ask me like someone else...

Story of a bee and a sunflower

2008-02-12T16:25:00.001+08:00

Once upon a time,there's a bee.
It flew here and there just hoping to find it's sunflower.
One day, while he was flying around.
It saw this beautiful sunflower.
Shine brightly and waving it's petal as the wind blows.
So the bee decided to say hi to the sunflower.

Everyday, the bee went to find the sunflower.
Day go and they get closer.
The bee need the sunflower for pollen grain.
One sorching afternoon, one human being came by and was attempting to pluck the sunflower.
As the bee loved the sunflower, it rush at the human with it's sting and the human run away in pain.
But, the sting was the most important part for the bee.
The bee knew it's going to die.
So it decided to confess to the sunflower, from the day i met you, i know i fell in love with you.
I need you to live.
For now i return you my life, and i know you will forever be in my heart after i die.
~And the bee was dead~

The bee never knew how the sunflower felt because it die.
Love is beyond life, even sarcifing own life to save someone.
Cherish the one you love before it went pass you...

2008-02-12T14:37:00.001+08:00

"Memories"

Memories
The love I left behind
I still think about it all the time
Nothing stays the same
Maybe I'm to blame
Oh I, I'd do it all again

Through these eyes
I've seen a thousand lies
And it's taken years to realize
That nothing stays the same
And no one is to blame
But I, I'd do it all again

Does it really matter if you got it right?
Does it really matter who was wrong or right? (yeah)
All I know, yes I know that I can make it through
What about you?

Ooh my my
But ain't no way it's gonna change me (oh you wanna know)
Ohhh
Cause all the fear I've left behind (where you gonna go)
Yeah yeah
And only time will tell you what is meant to be

There's a place
I can't let go
Holding all the dreams I used to know
I wish it was the same
I guess no one's to blame
But I, I'd do it all again
Yeah yeah

Does it really matter if you got it right? (does it really matter?)
Does it really matter who was wrong or right? (who was wrong or right)
Looking at my life today and I'm alright (I'm alright)
Yes I'm okay (I'm okay)
Now I see the world in a better way (so much better now)
And I know, yes I know that I can make it through (yeah)

Memories
The love I left behind
I wish it was the same
I guess no one's to blame
No no nothing stays the same
And everything must change
Oh I
I'd do it all again
Oooh again
Again
Again

2008-02-11T23:18:00.000+08:00

I believed i can fly.

Wishing upon a UFO?!? XD

The real culprits
Look how big the bowl is =.=
'Ang Bao' and stuff given by Shi fu(siang hoon) and Krystal